Dar's grandma's b/d

Juz came back not long ago... juz finish bathing... cos today is Dar's grandma's b/d... kind of not beri happi... a few things which i shall not say... haiz... but i tink next time i got to but present le... or maybe a red packet ba... Dar everytime say dun nid... nw i kind of hate it sia... if dun nid i not goin to ani of the celebration there le... cos i'm damn stress! i'm kind of a little stress by his mom... have been interactin wif her for so long... now i'm startin to find tt its so stress... i dunno y...

These made me kind of unhappy... tink of it... i tink i'm betta off dead... i hate myself... i hate it... i dun like it when i'm left alone sitting at the table and 'u'... running ard... its damn boring... u NEVER noe hw it feel cos over my side... 'u' NEVER attend any of the functions here... i juz hate it... y cant u try to noe ppl i noe? ahhhhhhhhhh.... i'm gettin mad! f*** la...

Supper Again!

Today is our 1 yr 11 mths! Every month we will try to go out and eat... cos normally we seldom go out... today i went for my tuition... den after that went Dar hse... actually tot that we will go town area... but after my tuition i call Dar and he say go his hse... *wanna faint*
So i went to Dar hse... den after that we went to Toa Payoh... as usual lohz... go there till i a bit sianz... went Crystal Jade Kitchen to eat... I might not be able to celebrate Dar's birthday... thus today is actually to celebrate Dar's b/d... After dinner lehz... went to buy Dar's present... got a cap for him... and 1 for myself... is the same Adidas cap... but different color... Mine is pink! hehez... den we walk ard Toa Payoh there... after tt went arcade... sianz... den go Snooker Zone play Snooker... after tt stayed there for a while n tok to Dar's mom... after a while i went to sit down cos the counter beri buzi... so i dun wan to disturb her le... after tt go back Dar's hse... n ard 11pm, we went for supper!

These few dayz me and Dar Dar went for supper everyday... today we went Killiney Kopitiam (tink i spelled correctly ba)... Dar ate Laksa... and a slice of kaya toast bread and 1 ice teh... me onli ate 1 slice of kaya toast and 1 glass of ice teh... Dar is a pig sia... but i love pigs la... opps... yesterday we ate roti prata and the day before we ate teochew porridge... omg... i'm gettin fat! tink i got to exercise more oreadi... or else i'll b'cum a big fatty... cos now is oreadi fatty le... haiz...

Photos!

Here are some pics which i didnt load for the past few postings... cos camera not with me... my sis borrowed it... so here it it...

These are the pics taken @ Dbl O on 20th Aug...
not mani pics taken... its all pics of me and both sistas... so i shant post all le...

Now for my medicine pics which i hated the most!!
This is my flu medicine... damn bitter and it melts damn fast!
All my medicine... issit a lot? to me is damn lot...

Roti Prata

Juz came home after eating Roti Prata! Nicy nicy... dunno the person got charge wrongly anot... 3 plain n 1 egg roti prata and 1 teh tarik n 1 milo dinosaur cost onli $5.80? Cheap rite... summore i ask the person to collect $... the guy ask me what i ate... den i say liao he calculate the $$... strange rite.. think the person serve liao nv collect $... but aniwayz... its paid oreadi and even if he counted wrongly aso not my prob... so maybe u all can go Upper Bukit Timah there... opp Beauty world tt stretch... the shop is not the corner one... is the center one... forgot the name cos both name like same... but is next to a teochew porridge shop la... aniwayz... feelin damn contented rite now... its fattenin but i dun care... cos u live once... so dun let urself suffer...

Oh ya! got an e-mail sayin there'll be 2 moons on 27/08/2005, 12.30am... dunno real anot... i cant c a single moon rite now... hw to c 2 moons den? shall ask my Dar cum pick me up lata to go cc...

Humpz... today Ocom got a presentation n its those tt the tutor juz gave u a topic, let u tink for 1 min... after tt got to gave a speech on it for 2 to 2.5 min... my topic for today is 'Telecommunication'... kind of difficult topic i guess... i aso dunno wad i tokin during tt time... juz say wadeva cums to my mind ba... and i gave real life experience... haha... but juz statin facts...

Back to past few dayz le... Wednesday i onli nid to attend CATS for the last lesson... No more SnW... after tt i went to watch 'The Maid' with Dar... the endin is quite saddie... but a little not worth the $$...after tt went to gib tuition... den Thursday went sch le den go gib tuition... today lehz... sianz sianz sianz...

I'm so sick...

previous post i said i'm sick... now i'm still sick! i hate it man... loss slp last 2 nites cos i cant slp properly... havin runnin nose... so my nose is like a runnin tap... feelin damn miserable and of cos fed up! and also tt stupid cough make my throat so painful. Juz submit my miec e-journal... and nw listenin to the song my eldest sis recommand... haben take my medicine yet... got yoga class tonite... omg... juz sneeze 5 times in a row! and took my flu medicine.. u noe those yellow yellow small small pills... yucks... before u swallow it... it melted oreadi and it taste damn bitter... wanna go slp after finish takin all medicine le... cos i'm tired... like zombie oreadi... the sky is so darky the whole day... gd day for sick ppl like me to rest...

Sick!

I'm damn sick now! having a bad flu and aso cough... today cough till vomit sia... tt's gross... dun wanna elaborate... CIP presentation tomolo... i wan faint le la... i promised to blog everyday but i juz dun haf the time... nw i'm typing and szeezing away... my cough seems to subside but flu is gettin worse! DAr!! i wan u by my side nw! aniwayz... since my last post is on Wed, i shall back track again!

Thursday 18 Aug: well... particularly nothing realli happen today ba... i tink there's a Ocom test... ya... i'm right... so the test is ard evenin 5pm? hehe... till 6pm? abt there la... den after tt i headed hme of cos... den dunno do wad le...

Friday 19 Aug: From Dar's hse go sch... after sch went to gif tuition... den headed hme... den found out nv bring lappy back... is at Dar's hse... so went hme for dinner and bathe... after tt went to Dar's hse to stay...

Saturday 20 Aug: Went to gif tuition ard 12pm... tuition is at 12.30pm... Dar sent me to my student's hse... after tt i went to his hse myself... den we went to take our meal... its oreadi 3pm lidat... and we had our 1st meal of the day... after tt sent his mom to work... there's a massive jam frm PIE towards tuas after Lornie exit... but we r towards changi la... but we nid to head hme after tt so we avoid tt road... but there's aso jam... cos everyone is like avoidin that road... so they changed the road... omg... spent abt 1 hr to rch hme sia... when we can juz use 30mins or less than tt... At nite went Dbl O wif my dearest 2nd sis and eldest sis... and aso eldest sis bf... and my 2nd sis poly frenz... cos is her birthday! its actually on 22 Aug la... but celebrate it earlier... kind of bored there cos her fren got drunk... aniwayz 1 of her poly fren is actually my cousin's daughter... which makes her my niece! she is 1 yr younger than my 2nd sis... which means 4 yrs older than me! aniwayz after tt we headed hme ard 3.30am...

Sunday 21 Aug: woke up ard 12 ++am... last nite slept at 5am lidat cos got to bathe all tt... so tired...getting sick oreadi still lidat... aniwayz i'm sick as i've mentioned earlier... went Dar's hse again... cos there's a celebration over at his hse dere... so got buffet... so went there for dinner... coughing and flu... after the dinner more jia lat... i dunno y... maybe at the function room den the air-con damn cold... so make my throat and nose more jia lat... nw wan die le... sianz... hate it when i'm sick!

New Blogskin...

Hehe... changed my blogskin again... i kind of prefer this new one cos there's ample space for me to write my blog! but now there's the blogger serch thingy on top... tt thing is damn disturbing... last time the blogskin managed to cover it... but now it cant... think got to try harder to find ways to cover it... anione with suggestion? pls tell me can? spend the whole afternoon doin my blog sia...sianz... tis time round i dunno where to put my marquee... so i tink i'll juz put pics up when i got the time cos i'm kind of tired now...

Back to my day... today is kind of a stupid day... woke up late for my S&W... so took a cab down... kind of expensive... $9.40... sian loh... but still late... 8.30am den rch... after S&W, went for CATS... today is presentation... my group din realli practice as in try out the skid... we onli tink of the skid and plan everything... there's no script... therefore we dun nid to memorize... but kind of hard to tink on the spot sia... but luckily my group managed to pull thru'... tomolo there's OCOM test... duno wad will be tested sia... sianz... supposed to tuition ah boy today... but afternoon he 5pm den go hme... cos his sch got tuition... after tt leh... rain heavily... so unable to go... den my auntie aso say there rain heavily so ask me not to go... thus, i got to fix another tuition date... dunno when den can le...tomolo got test... so cannot den friday got to tuition the other 2 students... sianz loh... can i dun gif animore tuition? i hate it man... travel so far... if at my hse here den its okay... haiz...

miz him a lotz... tomolo he goin for his test... his golf test.. or issit cal exam... aiyah... i dunno la... but realli hope he can pass... i hope one day he realli can be like tiger wood... haha... dreamin sia... wish my Dar dar good luck for the test tomolo... heez...

Mika's birthday

Today is Mika's birthday... A japanese fren of my bf... which aso is a fren of mine... she came to s'pore last friday with her husband... n we went to the airport to pick them up...and yes... Ishikura aso came... they took different flight so Mika n her husband touch down at terminal 1 n Ishikura touched dwn at terminal 2... after tt sent them back to hotel... also stay different hotel sia... went Swissotel Merchant Court... den another fren sent Ishikura to Hillton...

Yesterday went Merlion park wif Mika and Shintaro (dunno hw to spell...but is another Jap fren tt arrived i tink on Saturday or wad)... Ishikura went Paragon to buy sumthin or wad..so he din go... after tt went DFS store...den go Isetan... i onli noe i'm kind of tired... after tt went for dinner...and bought a cake for Mika...is a surprise birthday celebration for her... she's shocked when we brought the cake out for her... aniwayz... the dinner cost $670... damn ex... is onli a Japanese restaurantl... n we ate not much aso... but aniwayz is a treat from Ishikura and Shintaro...

Mika will be takin 6am flight later...
Nw i'm damn tired...sianz... eyes sore... slp slp slp...

Am i tt hard to please?

I feel tt i'm like shit! I wanna haf a special birthday next year... I wan my Dar to make it special for me... Can? His fren's birthday is so happening... I've yet to haf a happening birthday... y? cos no one help me plan for it...

Hope tt next yr my birthday will not be like tis yr or last yr... so sian... can anot? i hope tt someone reads my blog... and also take action...

Back to what happen today... Dar sent me to sch today den after tt went for my infa test... ended at 4++ cos finish early den can go off le... after tt went to gif tuition to ah boy... and den at night went to haf dinner wif my family... n i mean MY family... not HIS family... ermz... a little bit stupid here... ok... My mom, me, my eldest sis n her bf, 2nd sis and her bf...tt's it...onli 6 of us for dinner... DAr went to celebrate his fren's b/d n went to Party World Orchard... ok loh... i aso wanna go sing karaoke... aniwayz... i've NEVER seen his secondary sch frenz... though he is somewhat close to them... all i noe is tt they met up mani times... but me nv c them... aniwayz forget it la... maybe we wont last aso... opps... did i say tt? no la...

Y?

I hate it when primary and secondary and even JC have holiday today... cos Poly dun haf holiday... sian rite... juz b'cos we dun wear uniform? i tink the govt should make it a pt tt the day after National Day will be aso a holiday for everyone... cos not onli ppl frm pri or sec sch perform... so they should let ppl rest too... aniwayz... enuf of National Day...

Today i'm so sick again! But onli in the afternoon den i start feelin unwell... maybe b'cos of the weather. Its so sunny.. den after tt the sky turns dark... but it didn rain. instead, the air is so stuffy tt i hardly can breathe. wanna *faint*... Tomolo got infa class test. Everyday like test and test. i realli hate test! omg... i juz painted my nails today and nw i'm typin and the nail polish was tarnished by me! gah! stupid me...

i'm startin to feel a bit disgust by some guyz... or i shall say i started to lose interest in guyz... i aso dunno y... when i'm in sch waitin for frenz in the canteen today, i saw mani guyz walking past... but was damn disgusted by the way they dress, walk and even by their heights! singaporean guyz r juz not tall.. or i shall say in a bad way... they r short... gerz short its ok cos the guyz nid to be tall in order to gif gerz a sense of security. i noe they aso dun wish to be short. but wad i mean is if they r short, den they shouldnt wear too sissy too... realli makes me wonder if they r gals... blah* i realli dunno wad i'm tokin now... juz annoyed... maybe i'll like gals one of these dayz ba...cos i simply hate MCP... which most guys haf this stupid idiotic character in them...

National Day!

Hey...Today is National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore! Went to Marina South last nite... saw the fireworks... den i suddenly feel so proud to be a Singaporean... i aso dunno y...the fireworks is nice... but i kind of dun realli noe hw to appreciate la... so juz stood there c... den dun even noe there's a shape... haha... was damn tired nw... cos took the 1st train back hme... was slackin at the KOPITIAM at Bencoolen St.

Aniwayz last nite was Joanna's Birthday...we went Breeks' for dinner den after tt went to get a skirt for her... she realli look nice in skirt... after tt went to tok cock at HMV... tok abt wad Joanna nid to change... haha... poor gal...

Damn tired now... so sleepy...got to catch some sleep...cos got to gif tuition in the afternoon... sianz...

Zouk

Went clubbin wif Dar and his ex-colleagues yesterday... there's a party goin on... the UChicago and UPenn got a 'D&D' there... but it ended ard 10++...so after tt we dance...the stage is being tear down...
Met Weiling there... my primary sch fren... quite enjoy myself today... cos 1st time went dancin wif Dar... haha... stupid guyz at Zouk approached me... My Dar beside me onli loh... tink they cock eyes... din c a body guard beside me... haha...

me,myself and i...

Yesterday morning went for my Bstats lecture...den after tt infa lecture... complicated...dun understand Bstats at all...Monday will be Bstats test 2...omg...hw to pass lidat? everything also dunno beri fed up one... i tink i'm the black sheep in my class... everyone seems so clever... onli me score badly... wanna die le... so sad... 1 whole yr nv study...now go back sch i tink still not use to it ba... struggling hard... got to buck up oreadi...(haf been tellin myself since 1st day of sch)...after all those lectures, is MIEC tutorial... aso complicated... so sian... hate everything...after MIEC...is 3 pm oreadi... chatted wif frenz... den kana 'shoot' by sumone...say i auntie... cos she c my pic... den the rest of my frenz laughed... someone told me after tt tat 'that' person who say i auntie look even more auntie... den after tt 'that' auntie wanna compare height wif me... den ask Joanna who taller... Joanna said, "Of cos Michelle la...!" den 'that' auntie say... "I tot Michelle is shorter cos she looks short"... tt realli hurt me leh... wth loh...its like she is not beri close to our grp... which Pat name us as the yet to name clique... dunno y 'that' auntie everything say things nv tink thru' her head b4 she speaks one leh... maybe she's tryin hard to tell jokes...but its not funny loh... enuf tok abt her b4 my blood boils...
Today leh... went for MIEC lecture in the morning... after tt went for OCOM... den 1 hr break... den go attend Bstats tutorial... the tutor has improved... she at least looks like a tutor now... tt's a lot of improvement...the tutorial end 3+pm...den after tt tok to my clique of frenz... dilly-dally...den abt 4pm frm sch go hme...

Lunar 7th Month...

Today is 1st day of Lunar 7th Month... which is aso called Hungry Ghost Festival. This is the time when spirits of the dead are being 'released'... this is a believed by Chinese. But seriously, as a chinese, i got to believe it... but as long as we dun 'disturb' them, they wont harm us... this is wad i hope... there's a show tt is being screened today at all cinema i tink... its a horror movie tt toks abt the lunar 7th month... the elderly believe tt during this period of time, the kids haf to back hme before 5pm... i tink tis is b'cos tt is when the sun sets and 'they' come out... and also got to bring in the clothes tt is being hang outside in... or else 'they' might hide in the clothes and if the kids wear the clothings, it might not be good for them... this is a believe tt is pass down from the elderly too... so kids... pls stay hme to be safe... or else be hme b4 5pm...

Watch...

Piggyxin walked past 25 Hours shop today...And guess wat she saw? ya...u r right...she saw watches...its a watch with 2 0.01 carat diamond in it...though the diamond is small, but the one with black clock base looks classy... she set her eyes on it... but the sales for the shop soon will be over... she noes tt no one will buy for her...cos sumone oreadi make it clear to her tt if she wan buy it herself... luckily she dint put high hope on it...so at least she's not too sad...but there's still sadness in her eyes... all she could hope now is to wait till yrs later when her 21st birthday, maybe ppl will gif her as birthday present... provided she organised a party... which is impossible. Piggyxin is so sick... last wk she didnt c doctor...therefore the viruses is still in her body. She missed piggywei a lot... but no one miss piggyxin... piggyxin's tears is fallin again... she's so sad... piggyxin is tired...she's tired of everything... it muz cum to an end one day...

Piggyxin & Piggywei In Love...

676 Dayz

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i've been spending too much $ oreadi... shall eat lesser n muz onli eat cheapo things... cannot be like the times when i workin full-time and gettin my pay every month... cos its different now! i onli depend on tuition fees to support myself... still got to pay for next semester sch fees... desperate... how to earn more $ leh? find another job ma? i'm so sian... already try to restrict myself to buy things le... i wan a new watch cos i onli got 1 pathetic watch tt is workin now... and it's already disfigured... in the past, i tink i'll juz buy after i got my pay... but now... haiz... tink i can still use it...so nvm... already gave up on my driving... tink i'll learn again when i go out to work... feelin so tired now... tomolo still got to rch sch at 8am... omg... wad am i doin now?

piggyxin is so unhappy today.... so mani things left unfinished... she dunno wad to do... all she wan is to slp forever... y isit tt she got to work so hard? she wan to lead a carefree life... stress-free, more $... her wishlist is damn long... when will fairy god-mother come to grant all her wishes? all piggyxin wants is to have more money... she hopes to juz pay for her expenses... like food... and luxuries... she hate the bus fare... so expenseive... the bus concession is costing her $52 every month and her hp bills is also $50++ every month... she onli earns $200 a month by givin tuition to 3 kids... complicating... she scratches her head to figure out hw to save $... she still nid to buy her own shampoo, conditioner, facial foam, facial, and lots more... no more restaurants... she decide to juz eat simple meals in sch...and no more tidbits for her... after sch she got to go back hme for dinner to cut costs... she's gettin tired of it... hate her life...

What have i been doin???

Such a long time ever since i last blog...i'm kind of lazy to blog everyday... and maybe partly b'cos i dun haf the time to do so... y lehz? i kinda forgot wad i've been doin oreadi... so maybe i shall turn back time... so let me turn back time now... wahaha...

Saturday 23 July 2005
Went to gif tuition... den went Dar hse i tink... memory is failin... tink i shall blog often...

Sunday 24 July 2005
i realli forgot... tink went beach road to eat... haha...

Monday 25 July 2005
got back my CIP paper... i passed! so happi... dunno hw i managed to pass loh... nv realli expect those kind of qns to cum out... so nv realli read properly... nw i noe in future got to read on wad le... Dar sent me hme after my lesson... and slack at hme after tt...

Tuesday 26 July 2005
Infa tutorial... got back my paper... i failed by 1/2 mark... was beri sad... hw could i make so mani careless mistakes...didnt check my paper at all cos i dun haf the time... so fed up... sian sian sian...

Wednesday 27 July 2005
Today got S&W... den CATS... i hate CATS... damn boring... our new tutor same name as me... damn sian loh... after tt accompany Christine eat... i mean she eat and i sat there c... den ah boon came and his turn to eat... after tt another fren came... den we chatted a while and den went hme... Dar had his job interview at 4pm or 4.30pm... cant remember... but met him @ 6pm lidat at Orchard... den went to buy golf club and den had mango dessert... nice but expensive... for got where tt place le... but will remember if i ever c it again... den we went Suntec for 'ma la' steamboat... which is hot and spicy kind of steamboat... den went to get my adidas shoes... i love it a lot... hehe... but i tink i might wan to change the size of the shoes... c hw 1st la...

Thursday 28 July 2005
Feverish and giddy... sch got SARS 'rehearsal' loh... got to check temperature and wear tt doggy tag ard... dunno their thermometer spoil or wad... me and my fren running fever but they say we normal... strange... but aniwayz i was coughing the whole day... den in miec tutorial, audrey lee, our tutor say if flu or cough got to wear mask... den my frenz look at me... cos i got a flu and cough... aniwayz...i managed to pass my MIEC papers...surprised ah...haha... after sch went to gif tuition to ah boi... tis yr PSLE still play and play... his father scold him like hell man... damn fierce... but he deserve it... damn playful... still say he wanna in office and wears a tie in future... haha... funny... after tt went hme... was very tired...

Friday 29 July 2005
I was sick and damn sick... sore throat... a little feverish and headache... got back BSTATS paper...i failed...by 5 marks...sianz...after sch met Rachel... at 1st wanted to go lot 1 den go back hme... in the end went to Orchard... ate pasta... den after tt we went to play snooker at peace centre... after tt went to play pool @ paradiz centre... den go hme... kind of fainting...

Saturday 30 July 2005
Woke up... den do my macromedia flash... figure damn long juz to link up the skip intro to my homepage... most credits goes to my eldest sis for figuring some little things for me... i wanted to do my name onli but she suggested to use pictures... thanks jie jie... so it turns out my flash was a nice one..hehe..i mean a cute one... in the evening at ard 6.30pm...Dar came to pick me up to go for dinner... the dinner ended at ard 11pm... damn tired... both of us almost drop dead...

Sunday 31 July 2005
Went to gif tuition in the morning...was kind of overslept so the tuition started later than usual... after tuition... went back hme and ate those convenient packed roti prata...damn nice... i fry it den put crabstick and cheese and some mayo and wrap it up... it was damn nice... after tt Dar came to pick me up to go his hse cos his mom's b/d... went there ate steamboat... den at nite of cos Dar got send me hme... i threw temper on him over some minor things... dunno la... dun wanna tok abt it animore... tink its realli my fault... dun be kpo in future....

Monday 1 Aug 2005
Woke up in the mornin ard 10++am... kind of stonin after wakin up... watch tv till abt 11.15am.. i'm supposed to leave hme for sch at 11.45am... in the end i used 1 hr to bathe and pack my stuffs and such..so i got out at 12.15pm...rch sch abt 12.55pm... luckily no traffic jam... or else i'll be late for class...after CIP tutorial and workshop, went Holland V wif classmates...we went ard lookin for ATM machine... after tt we proceed to coffee club and we chatted there frm ard 5pm till 9+pm...of cos we took our dinner there too...den after tt headed hme...but i'm damn lost cos i dunno wad bus to take frm there... called Dar...but he aso dunno...so in the end i made my own way hme...juz board on ani bus tt i tink can go hme...hehe...took a bus to clementi den took train den took bus back hme...long journey rite...sianz...