Money ain't important?

I'm so damn disappointed in myself.

I've almost gave up my driving since February and I drive like a stupid auntie now. My car stalled a few times when I was trying to do my parking. I can't hold the steering wheel properly now and I hold it like its gonna leave me forever. This shouldn't be the way!

I told myself upteen times I need to relax but whenever I saw a lot of vehicles (especially huge vehicles, I'll panick).

Yesterday, I had 2 driving lessons. 1 in the afternoon and the other at night in the circuit. I don't know how to drive the 'S' course by myself. My instructor nearly puked blood when he repeatedly repeat the same thing.

Today, I just drove on the main road. But that doesn't mean I'm steady pom pipi yet.

My U-turn sucks like hell. I don't dare to do the U-turn though the oncoming vehicle is still quite a distance away. I'm so timid!!

I'm starting to wonder if I can get my driving license on my 1st attempt. Please bless me...

I'm getting broke from all these driving lessons and so on.

Up to date for this month, I've spent a total of $1196.44. This made me think of the unnecessary money spent in casino. If I'm not greedy, I can win $100 over and just leave. Why am I so stupid to stay on and keep betting? (Knock my head for being stupid)

(Feeling dizzy from the knock)

I'm going to have another few sleepless nights thinking about this. I got to hit myself with wooden plank every night to get myself to sleep. (because I'll just faint)

I shall tighten my belt from today onwards and stop splurging like mad.

Anyone wants to pay for my school fees? I don't think I have enough to pay for it and it'll deduct from my bank next month.

Which means, I can't get my lovely LV bag that I've been eyeing on.

SuperStar Virgo

Finally, I've recovered from my tiredness and have the energy to blog.

However, I'm lazy to post the photos up because the cruise trip photos are in my hp, my camera and so on... Therefore, I need to consolidate all the pics before I can post.

I'm so disappointed in this trip because of several factors:

1) Redang is quite polluted and is not as clean as what the show 'mo mo tea' showed

2) I lose S$100 in the casino

3) Some f***-up people in the cruise makes my trip rather unpleasant (I call them 'C')

Why do I call them f***-up people?

That's because they don't have the courtesy of first-come-first-serve basis. They just cut-queue like some barbarian people. This really piss me off because a lot of non-babarian people, like me, waited patiently and these Cs, just cut-queue.

I didn't make a big fuss of course but some older people saw this act and got rather fed-up. I'm sure they didn't enjoy the cruise trip as well.

I shan't elaborate more on these Cs here. This is because I'm afraid I'll expose more information and caused a big dispute here. Therefore, if you wanna know more, ask me. BUT, provided I feel like saying it.

The food on board makes me puke. I'm someone who expects better food. Even if the food is not of high quality, like Sharks' Fin, I can still accept though. As long as its not the same everyday.

To my disappointment, the food looks almost the same everyday. How awful things can get, ya?

I was vomiting like mad on the second night, not because I've got sea-sick. Its because I ate the food and it makes me puke. I was like a merlion on the 3rd day and nothing can get down my stomach.

I'm getting tired again and I've got facial tomorrow. Shall post up the pics in future ba...

(piggyxin fell onto the bed and snore like a pig)

Driving Test!!

Freaking asshole! I got to knock myself against the wall.

I just realised after looking at the calendar that I'm left with about 2 weeks to my Practical test. Its the driving test.

Here I am not taking any lessons ever since January. How clever I can get. I think I got to retake my driving test already. I can actually predict my results. The poles would be knocked down by me, I would run into curbs and so on.

With all these, I will fail my test for sure.

I told Joyce that I need to take lessons everyday after I come back from cruise and she was like, 'EVERYDAY?'

Yea, I mean everyday and although I got to go for the lessons everyday, I can't be sure I can pass. Having come so far and I'm trying to give up?

I wanted to get my golf set recently and I suddenly feel so broke. Everything seems to cost a lot to me. Why are the things I want so costly? Can someone please sponsor everything? I hope God of Fortune can drop money on me. Bless me for everything. I hope that I can had a winfall on cruise. Wahahaha....

*Knock on piggy's head*

*piggy feels dizzy and falls onto the ground*

(piggy has fainted, she will blog again)

Candy Floss Retro @ Ministry of Sound

Went to Ministry of Sound on Wednesday with my sister, her boyfriend and her boyfriend's cousin. We reached there at about 10 plus and there's not many people around at that time. We didn't managed to get a suitable place to stand and we just walked around. The sad thing about MOS was that there's this particular sector for 25 years and above only. This is so maddening because only my sister's boyfriend can enter.

Another saddening case I know was that the VIP cards are only issued to 'high-position' people. These 'high-class' people are mainly from banking and other industries which holds a high post in the company. Well, for this I can't be too sure but I did heard about it.

By the way, the place is filled with mainly working adults. Sad to say, there's a lot of aunties and uncles around.

Someone from mumtazz took a pic for us. That's so nice of him.

(From left: Me, Kelly - sis' bf's cousin, Ginn - sis, Roy - sis' bf)

I suddenly feel that the photo taken was so ugly. I got myself to blame for the ugliness... And my sis said that the photo is not bad. Oh shitty... Only she is the prettiest, that's why she said that the photo is okay when the photographer showed her. However, I think her bf will sure scream when he sees this pic.

Nevermind about that... I shall forgive her because I admit she is prettier than me.

Its lunch hour and I had fish soup today. Been quite unhappy since last night.

The life at work is very stressful and tiring and I don't know what to say. I just hope to earn my money and go on my holiday. Things here annoyed me sometimes and I mean sometimes. I do have happy moments here with my colleagues too.

I had a sad day on Tuesday and Dean knew it. He didn't dare to disturb me for that day. Yesterday, he got me some chocolate pastries from delifrance and I simply love the chocolate. He knows that I love chocolate ever since we went for the International Buffet at Plaza Parkroyal Hotel last Friday.

I guessed everyone knows the fact that I love chocolate. Because I simply love the chocolate fountain there. I had so many marshmellows and strawberries dip with the rich chocolate. Yummy... The thought of it makes me drool again.

Well, Dean had got me a chocolate cake on Monday too. I nearly forgot to jot this in my little space.

Something great to announce too. I've gained 2 KGS! Ever since I came here to work, I've no idea how I gain this 2 KGs. I weighed myself on Wednesday night and *piangz*, 52KG. Goodness gracious me... How fast these fats come to me. Fats love me so much that they just like to cling on me.

Oh yeah, I've been eating a lot of chocolate cakes, strudels...be it apple or mango strudels. Life here is simply too good. We got treat from suppliers to International Buffet, we've got cakes and pastries and a lot more. I've been eating a lot recently. This, I got to admit. Now, I can't stop eating and my colleagues love to eat too.