Life...

I have the urge the write my blog, thus I'm here in this page writing down my idiotic stuff.

Another 41/2 more weeks will be the 1st paper of my exam. I don't know where to start my revision from because I just don't know how to start. (I'm being stupid here)
5 papers to study. Somemore everyday 1 paper. How to study?

Last Saturday, Darling and I quarrelled again and I was kind of pissed off. I did a lot of thinking and it made me wonder what humans live for. For love? Money? Or just the sake of surviving.
However, we will step into the coffin one day and so, why are we holding so many things back?

I shed tears thinking of STUPID things again. But am I not right? Thus, we need to live our lives to the fullest. I shall live without HATRED but instead with lots of LOVE.

Darling is being nice to me nowadays and I really like the way he treat me now compared to the past. (I hope he'll be nice to me forever)

As for today, I went for class and after that, I wanted to go Westmall to get something. Coincidentally, I met Joyce and Joanna. Its my IS module today and we were in different classes. Furthermore, my lesson ends early at 4pm instead of 5pm. Their lesson ended at 4pm today too!

We headed to Westmall together because the 2 aunties wanted to get things too.

I got myself a top from osmose and I love it so much. Aniwayz, I've always been loving my things when they were first bought. In the end, I will treat them as trash and dump them into the rubbish chute.

Oh ya, I wanted to sell my motorola L7 phone. I got the phone on 11 July 2006 and the warranty is on this date. It is a 1-yr warranty. The price is negotiable. Email me if you are interested.

1 whole week...

A lot of things happened during a week.

Last Saturday I'm busy with projects. Sunday, I went for my facial in the morning and gosh, I was late for the appointment. After I came back from my facial, I slept through the afternoon not doing anything. I'm such a lazybum and the table is in a mess AGAIN.

Monday was such a bad day and I'm in foul mood. I've been feeling down but Monday was the worst day because of some things that happened on this very day. Luckily, in the end, everything was solved and I finally realised that some things do not need to say out. Actions really speaks louder than words.

I've never know that my Darling loves me so much till this very day. At the end of the day, my foul mood changed. I became happier and a lot of nice things follow in suit. Sometimes, mood really affects a person's thoughts and feelings to a lot of stuff. Thanks Dar and I promise that I will understand you more and I will never ask you stupid questions again because you've proven your love for me.

Tuesday was another day for project. Likewise for Wednesday. Thus, nothing new happen.

Yesterday, I had no idea why I was so late for Blaw tutorial. However, the tutor had not started the tutorial when I reached. The whole class waited and after I reached for 15 to 20 minutes, someone ask if we can start. He finally started the tutorial and class continues. After 30 minutes, our lesson ended. OMG! Its such a short tutorial I've ever come across in my life. He just went through our answers and commented 'oh ya... good'.

Why can't he be like other tutors that goes through the lecture again and explain it clearly? Well, I think even if he explain we won't be able to understand too. This is because, he is also the lecturer.

Today I'm so tired. During tutorial in the morning, I almost fell asleep. I was supposed to be presenting the answer to the tutorial question. But guess what I was doing? I was dreaming away in front of the class. My mind just wander off all of a sudden. I didn't really get what the tutor was walking about. I even asked my classmate 'this one ah?' when I was told to change the value.

Not to mention the FIT lecture in the afternoon 2pm to 4pm. Its the worse timing and I can't get anything into my head.

Supposedly, after my FIT lecture, me, dar and his sis are to go to the airport. His bro-in-law is coming back from Belgium after so many months there. If I'm not wrong, he had been there for 3 months or more? But due to a delay, the 1st flight delay and he is stuck at the transit area. He'll only be back tomorrow afternoon.

Another 2 weeks, Dar's nephew will be going Belgium with his Dad and Mom. They'll be back after 2 or 3 months. I will miss the little kid. Though he is naughty, he is very smart for a 3 yr old kid.

Okay, I suddenly remembered something. Just now when I came home, I wanted to check when I'm free for my driving lessons. Thus, I took the calendar on my table. Guess what fell onto my hand?

A very big and fat and gigantic and disgusting and irritating Lizard fell onto my hand and onto the table and it ran away to its hiding!

I SCREAMED and ran away from my table. I even threw the calendar onto the table. Its so digusting to have a lizard falling onto your hand and you can just feel its body and it stick onto my skin before landing onto the table. I quickly wash my hand with soap for 4 times before I feel clean. 4 times for goodness! The part where the lizard landed, I just felt warm all of a sudden and I recalled washing under running water to cool down the heat. Yucks! The thought of it makes my hair stands.

I shall ask my Darling to help me with my spring cleaning. So that is there are any creatures, there is someone to help me deal with... Hahaha...

Upset...

I'm sick and I'm terribly upset over it.

Yesterday, something terrible happen. There's this tutor for my business law is making me angry. We completed the project which I had mentioned in my previous post that my group mates went home late. Yes, that's BLAW project we were doing.

So, this tutor of ours said during our tutorial. 'I don't expect such a work that you made till so nice, trying to impress me. All I want is a simple format report. I won't give you extra marks for that.'

I got so fed up because I'm not trying to impress you because you are not handsome and you are so old, for goodness sake.

I replied him, 'Mr Paul, the lecturer, showed us samples of the previous batch projects and they were so nicely done. Since he showed us samples, we will do like what the previous batch done.'

Do you know what he replied?

'That is Mr Paul's requirement if he has any. I don't fancy such work. What he said does not imply to my class.'

Wow! Fucking asshole. I've never ever come across such an old uncle that is so damn unreasonable.

I feel damn humiliated because he claimed that we are trying to impress him and he said that he won't give higher marks for that. We thought that its the expectation or else why the hell Mr Paul wants to show us the projects?

If all he want was a simple report, it'll be so much damn easy because all we need is print on plain papers and put it in a folder. Who will want their life to be miserable? On top of that, we spent a lot of money on it. We laminated all 30 over pages of the papers and we used expensive papers. Now, he told us such SHIT!

If that's not his expectation and if he want a simple report, he can jolly well say it in a nice manner instead of criticising people for their effort. Its so not right to do it because he had hurt our feelings and morale become low. I'm going to complain to whichever after I've checked out who I can refer this case to. He is NOT fit to be a tutor because he also can't teach.

Enough of him before my keyboard is spoilt because my typing is just like beating a drum. I'm being harsh on my lappy.

Back to today. I took MC and the doctor said that I suffer from food poisoning. However, my sis claimed that it must be more than food poisoning because I'm always down with such syndrome. Everytime, the doctors will say that I kana food poisoning.

This is making me feel chilling because I can't imagine myself suffering from some illness and has to undergo operation. NO!

It'll be a long day tomorrow because there'll be a make-up tutorial in the morning from 9am to 11am. After which, I have to go for 2 tuitions straightaway because after my tuitions, I have to meet up with FIT project mates for project.

This means that I won't have the time to eat. I don't want to support myself right now. I'm getting tired and I'm going to fall one day. How I envy people who study and their parents support them for school fees and pocket money. Even other non-necessities are provided. I really envy them...

Give me a BREAK

It seems like I've lost interest in blogging because I'm lazy to type and I don't know what to write.

29 June 2006, I had my usual lesson and in the evening I met up with Ming Sui, Bibi and Shiyun. Coincidentally, we met Foong Yee because she's going for a hair cut at Kimage and we were there too because lovely Ming Sui wants to trim her hair.

We went Cafe Cartel for our dinner. I want to go Cafe Cartel after 9pm next time for the cakes! Its 1/2 price! Oh gosh... I'm gaining weight again again AGAIN!

Forget about the slimming part for the time being. I'm getting stressful and maybe that's the reason for being such a glutton. In school, I'm stress with tests, exams and projects. Out of school, I'm stressed by my student's results. Why must the 3 kids give me so much pressure? I really want to give up teaching them because I'm not coping well with it.

But I can't do that because if I were to do that = no income and I'll be eating grass and I won't have the money to pay for school fees.

Can someone save me from my agony and donate some money to me? Just a million or two will be enough. I'm not that greedy actually. (1 million!)

I had better stop the part on the donate money joke or else Joyce will laugh and her head might roll off.

30 June 2006, Joanna, Joyce and Diana came over to my house for BLaw project. Its the last touch up on our project and the decoration part of our project. We were suppose to present it in an unique way rather than the old-fashioned report kind of project.

Diana left my house at 11.30pm and she rushed to Jurong East to get the last train to the East. However, she didn't manage to catch that last train. Luckily she found a way by taking the last bus to the east side and after which she will take a cab back. Poor girl...

Joyce and Joanna had to stay back a little longer because the project was not done yet. In the end, the time strikes 12.30am. Joanna called her uncle and he agreed to pick them up. Fortunate girl to have such a nice uncle. They watched the match between Germany and Argentina at my house and left just before the match ends.

Its supposed to be last touch up, why we ended up doing till such late hours? Well, we found a lot of things and we added in. The printing was slow, the decoration of the project need time. All this add up to be late. Anyway, we didn't do it last minute because it's to be hand up on Monday 3 July.

I, hereby want to thank the girls because everyone put in effort for the project. Even if our project doesn't score, our spirit and enthusiasim is to be encouraged. (Wow, I'm crazy)

There's no IFA class today and tomorrow there's no cost accounting because it's been postponed to Saturday.

I will go crazy soon because I've got so much things to worry and to do. Can I have a long break?