Lecture...

Its another 1 week from the date I last blog. I'm feeling damn tired today and the weather now is nice for a nap!

However, I'm at LT 24 sitting in here for a lecture. I don't have notes because Joseph never help me print. I don't like him! Because of that, I got to use my laptop to see the notes and I'm distracted by the accessibility that laptop provide.

But still, I'm listening to the humorous and nice lecturer, Mr Alvin Kuek. His lecture is full of crap jokes or funny stories. He's a good story-teller I must say. After this lecture, I'll be going over to dar's place for dinner. Curry... Yummy yum yum.

We might be going to Akira warehouse sales because the television in dar's room 'exploded'. Its not me that spoil it. NOT ME.

Okay, end of this post. The lecture is over and I'm going back.

Parking...

I was driving my eldest sis' bf's car on Tuesday around the carpark. His car is a manual one, thus its rather easy for me because I've been learning manual car in the past. Parking without pole is so damn difficult for me. Its my first time driving around carpark up and down slope. Parking at a level without any cars is not that scary because I'm not afraid of banging or scratching other car.

Hard to believe that I actually got my license when I'm so afraid of driving.

I think if I were to drive out, I might need someone to help me park my car. If not, the car beside the lot I'm parking might be scratch! I actually need 2 parking lots to park a car!!!
Or maybe I need to use my mother's bamboo pole to use it for my parking. Hahahahaha...

*Laughing till rolling on the ground*

Driving with 'P' plate

Finally I got to drive on Friday and Saturday with my P plate. Its a big car and I kind of don't know how to handle. I've been driving Honda City during my driving lessons in the past and now I'm driving a 2.4 Toyota Camry.

Yesterday, Darling drove to Lim Chu Kang at around 10pm and he let me drive at that area. Its just a plain straight road and rather eerie too. He just wants me to get use to it because he says that auto is different from manual. Its indeed different. Auto is much more easier than manual car.

Today, he wanted to let me drive around Lim Chu Kang. However, I'm rather upset over this suggestion. Therefore, I drove from my house to KJE and out don't know where. Anyway, I still ended at Lim Chu Kang. After 'touring' that area, Darling let me drive out. I drove to Choa Chu Kang and to Bukit Timah. The journey is not smooth sailing because of a lot of obstacles. Luckily, I'm still safe. I want to drive more and get use to this gigantic car.

If I want to get a car, I would want to get a smaller car. And of coz, I would prefer auto than manual. Hahaha... In my dream, maybe I'll be able to get my own car.

Any problem?

I think my eyes are going to drop out soon because I've been watching the television programme for the whole day!

How I wish that I don't need sleep. So that I can do a lot of things and watch a lot of shows. I've been slacking and I don't have the energy to move on. Some things made me laid back and disappointed.

Anyway, I just realised something today. I've spent over $2000 on my driving lessons and etc relating to my driving. This is like sooooooo much money, to me. I can pay 1 freaking whole year of my school fees. I was telling Joyce that I can buy gold with that money and keep the gold so that I can sell it out in the future when I've got no money. And Joyce said that she can buy a lot of clothes with that money.

Well, I got my stupidness to blame cos I have to take 3 times to pass la. I feel kana cheated of my money after I work the sum out. Just a PDL and I renewed 3 times. Which means I spend $100 on PDL. Each time I take the test, I have to pay my instructor $188 for the use of car inclusive of 1.5hr of warm-up.

I will treasure my license and I don't want to lose it. From what I know, I won't lose it till I get my car. This means that my license will be safe with me till.... 30 years old? HAHA... I might not want to drive by then because I don't dare to drive liao.

Enough of license before my story starts to come and I will narrate too much things. Well, I'm not born with silver spoon and I have to depend on myself. Nevermind about it. I want to save up to get married first my dear friends.

So far, there's already a plan. Hopefully this plan works if I am thrifty enough because I'm going to be Mrs **** in the near future to come. Don't be shocked if I tell you that I'm getting ROM 2 years later. I can't be confirm now because the plan is still going on. I just cannot imagine me getting married first.

Okay, it's late and I got to get back to my work. Study, study, study. Lotsa tutorial to do...

Little thought

Maybe some of you have notice that I've removed 2 of my posts.

This is due to some personal conflict that made me remove the posts. Right now, I'm in a dilemma because there's a problem in my mind. Shall I do what I wanted to or just erase that thought out of my mind? Curious to know what I'm thinking? Well, I won't disclose because I wanted to think alone though a friend of mine know about it already.

I just want to avoid some conflicts or disputes or maybe I just don't wish to hear any comments.

I don't know if I will be sad if I made this decision or I will move on because there's still feelings and I'm a human. We all have a different brain which generates different ideas, thoughts etc. We might not understand each other well enough at times and even if we understand, we use different approach to solve or handle the problem.

This makes us different. I don't ask for anything more right now because I'm not worth that much.

I don't need promises because promises will be broken. I don't need agreement because agreement will lead to disagreement. I don't need you to treasure me because I don't know how to treasure you. I don't need to be care for because I've not care for you. I don't need you to know my feelings because I don't know yours.

These are some little thoughts that came across my mind because I feel that its rather true for me or for many people.