Its another quarrel between us. Too many things happened for this week. Big sis have some problems and i need to console her. There are many projects to be done. My revision had not start yet and now, there's another problem between us.
I know he is stress. His work is way stressful and there's things happening in his office. Some office politics and he might not like it. But what i want to say is that, i do care for him. I might not know how to say things to him. I really don't know is it my fault or we are just too childish. This is driving me mad soon. I already tried to let go. We met up once a week. We talk through the phone about once every 2 to 3 days. And each time the conversation last for about 5 to 10 minutes. What else can i do? Shut my mouth and just listen? Well, i can do that if you don't want to listen. If that's the case, you will have to do that when i talk.
Find an ah beng as bf? To think that you can tell me to find an ah beng as bf. Seriously, i don't know how to console my sis cos i'm also crying and feel so hurt. Didn't really sleep on Tuesday night after the incident. Wednesday, i'm tired but i didn't sleep much. I went to bed at 3+am tis morning and i cried to bed. And i woke up at 7am. Now, i simply have no strength. No msg or call from him.
I don't know how long this relationship can last. I really don't know. All i pray was that he can at least sms me...
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