I'm just freaking tired but i got so many things left undone! I just hate it when i have to do so many projects and tutorials. I hate to have so many projects due on the same week. Its really damn freaking idiotic. Soon, i'll get mad and i might be admitted to the Mental of Health.
Ok. I just wanna vent my anger again.
Friday is a tired day for me. I didn't sleep on Thursday and thus, i went to school like a vampire on Friday. After class, I tried calling Dar but he never pick up the phone. I called him a few times and sms him, but he didn't reply. So, i called his mom. Yeah, i called HIS mom. She also wanted to call him, therefore she helped me to forward my msg to Dar if he answered her call. But, he didn't. So, his mom asked me to go Toa Payoh to their Snooker Zone first.
I was already on my way when my phone rang.
Dar, "You called me ah?"
Me, "Ya loh."
Dar, "Y leh?"
Me, "I on my way to Toa Payoh now."
So, during my journey down to Toa Payoh, Dar called me twice again asking me where am i.
Well, of coz i'm still on the way. Anywayz, he didn't answer the call because he was in a meeting. Just wanna clarify it before i kana accused of accusing him and its unfair to him.
After i reached Toa Payoh, Dar drove his dad, his nephew and me back to his house which is near NP. GRRRRRR!!! i was kind of unhappy actually. Can u imagine wasting time travelling down to Toa Payoh from Bukit Timah, den kana send back to Bukit Timah? Might as well i stay at Bukit Timah area and wait for him right?
I didn't sleep, so my temper should be damn idiotic bad right? But i tolerate. Cos its not his fault. I tried not to quarrel. My kor kor, Kelvin, told me to give in. He say my temper is bad. Dar said that too. So i guessed my temper is real bad. So i wanna change. I 'ren'.
He suggested we watch movie. After that he say sing karaoke. But cannot find kaki to go singing. So in the end, we went to watch movie,
On Saturday, i woke up around 12pm. I'm exhuasted from everything. I don't have energy to do much thing. I went out around 1pm to Bishan. Got to go for my driving lesson. Kana repriminded by my instructor again and again. He alwayz scolded me for one thing. I'm someone who likes to speed and wan to do everything fast. He say i like to compete with people. Sure fail if i take my test lidat. But can't be blame ma. There's so many car behind me. Of cos i wanna speed up or else kana horn.
I don't like to have cars behind me. I'm stress by all the cars and usually there's sooo many cars. I doubt i will pass my driving. Somemore driving around Ubi area which i'm not familiar with. OMG!! But the routes are shorter than Bukit Batok.
After my driving lesson, i came back home to take a bath. Its damn hot and stuffy for the day. Sweat like hell. Then, i set off to my cousin's house for our usual mahjong session. We started with out dinner which includes, Cha Soba, Soon Kueh... What a spread for the night. And started the mahjong session around 8pm lidat.
We played for 1 round which ended around 1.30am... Its damn long for only 1 round. After that, we started eating and chatting again. When i reached home, its around 3am lidat la... Don't really remember the actual time. And tokin about today's mahjong session, i quarrelled with him again. GRRRR... So many misunderstanding. He just hang my phone and i simply dislike it. Cos, he dun wan me to hang his phone, so he SHOULDN'T hang up my phone too. Agree?
I just ask 1 qns... mind u... its only 1 QNS only and there goes his temper and my temper started to flare up. Don't tell me its MY FAULT AGAIN??? I'm still kind of upset over it. But i still tok to him nicely on the phone. He didn't apologise anyway. He will say its not his fault. Well, there's times when i'm not at fault or i'm not sure is i'm at fault and i apologise. I don't want to be the one apologise again cos i had enough of tolerance. I know U will be reading this. U may get angry if u wan to. I've tried to stop myself from writing my postings that includes u... but now, u made me wan to do it again.
I really hope u tink about what had happened and why must u use that attitude that day. It simply hurt me when u say that. I dunno how to tink or u dunno how to tink?
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