Confused, Busy and Unhappy

Confused
I don't know if I'm looking forward to CNY anot. Its always almost the same process during the 1st and 2nd day of CNY. Its kind of a tradition in my family and I hope one day I can change my 'process' of visiting. Maybe in future when I got married.

I used to look forward to CNY a lot because I was a kid and I just love the holidays and angbaos. But, poly life just sucks. There's make-up classes for that particular module if our lesson falls on the holiday. Which means, I got to go back on freaking Saturday next week! For goodness sake, I need to give tuition on Saturday.

Because I'm fed up with the idea of the make-up lesson on a Saturday, someone told me this...
"Just enjoy yourself to the fullest on CNY and suffer after that."

Idiot advise. I also know... You know who you are, lameass.


Busy?
I need to pack my table again! I can mess up my table easily within a few days. See how good I am. I try to keep it tidy but after a few days, I also don't know why it became messy again. This shows how messy I can be. Sometimes I just feel like throwing everything away. So that there's nothing for me to mess up with.

I got to pack my table and the kitchen cupboards tomorrow, or rather today cos its Friday now! I've already packed the refrigerator last night, which was just now. I threw away so many expired bottles which consists of chilli, ketchup, honey and some preserved food or something which are mainly for cooking. Now, the fridge is just so neat and tidy! Feel great after throwing so many things. There's a sense of achievement in me now.

I got to fetch my cousin over my house today because his parents got to mend the stall as they work in the market and before CNY eve, many people will get groceries or whatever from the market. So, they will be selling through the night. That's why my house got to 'adopt' this little pet of ours.


Unhappy?
I'm gaining weight! That's part of my unhappiness. Another was that, I went Bugis shopping today and I still didn't manage to get my skirt. Me and my friends totally have no mood. One of them was rather sad and we are sort of affected by her mood too. We sat down and talk and she cried. Well, nothing can hurt a girl so badly except relationship. Even if it was a one-sided love, it will be even hurtful. I know how she feels and that's why I'm sad. Poor girl. I know you will read my blog. Here's an advice for you...

What's yours, it will eventually be yours. If its not yours, however hard you try, it will still slip off. There are many guys out there in this horizon. I know you feel that you shan't give up because he didn't totally reject you. But why don't you give yourself another chance to meet other guys and who knows your future hubby is already waiting somewhere in this horizon?

Well, I seriously don't know how to type it out. I think I can say out better in words but this is seriously something you ought to think about. No point hugging on to a tree that is collapsing.
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Though I didn't get skirt which I initially wanted to get, but I got myself Adidas perfume. So nice... After I went 'shopping' at Bugis, I took a train back home. There's this guy with a girl boarded the train at Dover I think because when I saw them, I'm at Jurong East waiting for train back to CCK. This guy is rather gay. He can talk at such a high pitch for a guy and it sounded like he haven't break his voice. Really a little young primary school boy's voice loh.

Nevermind about that, he was talking so loudly to his friend and she seems rather uninterested in his story. The guy can still 'sa jiao' asking the girl to go CCK walk walk. The girl alighted at Bukit Batok and the guy continued his journey. I started msging my friend cos she alighted at Bukit Batok too. We are 'discussing' about that guy/gay la.

I was using my hp and the guy upon seeing me using a lousy hp, he took out his ipod nano. I know its new. Small and slim. He started to turn to his left side as I'm standing at his left and started pressing the ipod nano. Nevermind about that, he on the volume to the maximum. How I wish he go deaf.

Not only that, he listen to the music, he still can dance loh. If you are in disco or any nightlife area, I can say its okay for you to dance like that. Though its just shaking to the music. But, hello... you are on MRT! Everyone was looking at him and he feel so proud of it. I think that holding on to the newest ipod nano and 'dancing' to the music makes him high. Or shall I say he wanted to let us see that ipod nano can make one so engross in the music. I wanted to laugh out at him, but I really hold back because I want him to make himself a fool till he reach home. Maybe he still feel that its great to have such a move in MRT. I'm still laughing over this matter and I guess I will get better tomorrow. hahahaha...