Fear...

I'm still awake right now. In another few hours time, I'll be having my BCA exam. Its only 1 hour and I don't dare to go to sleep, for fearing that I can't wake up and missed my exam.

How atrocious things can get when I'm a pig? Its a big loss if I miss this exam because it will only mean that I have to retake this little exam which is not at all important. However, its important to pass this exam. Its nothing but using of excel, I think the least I can just get a pass. This module won't fail for sure because it's supposed to be easy. SUPPOSED?

I'm perking myself up with cups of coffee which I'm now totally like an addictor to coffee. ADDICTOR? Okay.

Its so amazing to hear people telling me I'm gaining weight! So amazing that I nearly wanted to knock my head against the soft-looking wall which is in fact hard walls. It look so kind and gentle, but just a knock and I'll be sent to the hospital.

FAT. All I can say is my laziness that leads to the accumulation of fats deposits and this layer of fats deposits 'floats' right under my delicate skin and I look like a balloon. How nice fats can be? They are so amazing isn't it?

I'm just so afraid and I need to exercise after my exams. Just talk only, I guess. Because a pig like me will NEVER ever wake up early for exercises. Why am I always troubled by fat deposits? Why are fat deposit so cruel? Why can't they just pass out like urine and off they go into the sewage and everyone will be so happy, especially ladies.

I'm short and I'm fat. Thus I really look like a ball. Big ball. How can I shed off fats without exercising and dieting and slimming pills? I feel like sleeping for the rest of my life without seeing anyone and no one can tell me I'm FAT.

I'm going to make coffee. Sleepy...