Busy holiday...

I got to wake up for work later... But I feel like blogging.

Work till 9pm today or rather yesterday. For the entire week, I've been doing OT everyday except Tuesday. All the accounts are still in a mess. But compared to the past, its much much much more better now. I'm so proud of myself for handling this.

I don't have enough sleep everyday and here I am typing away on my keyboard.

I'm so stress with work and now, over relationship again. I thought that I've been busy and won't have the time for nonsense again. But, I'm so damn wrong. He raised his voice at me today!

I didn't want to bear that in mind at first. I mean, I don't intend to bring this up. He told me to go home first after that and I did. I waited and waited for him to call or at least message me. Till 12.30am, there's no message from him yet. I called him and there he was sleeping away.

For goodness sake, if you ask someone to go back first, it means that you will contact that person again, right?

I really don't know what to say. I'm disappointed in myself, in everything. I know I'm a pig, with such bad-looking, there's no one wooing me and you will not feel insecure. But I'm a human afterall. I wonder how long can I wait.

I'm tired... really tired. I need some sleep right now.