Stupid?

I've not been updating my blog because of 1 good reason.

I failed my TP!!! I got a demerit points of 28 and thus, I didn't get my license. I cried on the spot and poor Joyce got to console me because she had her driving lesson and was waiting for me thinking that I'll pass and we'll have dinner together.

She's so nice. But, I failed to pass and she almost cry with me. I went home and was tearing on the bus. Trying very hard to hold back my tears, but I just can't stop myn tears from flowing down. It was like waterfall.

I was damn nervous that I rolled down the slope! I strike kerb, strike pole. These 2 didn't happen during my driving lessons and I don't understand why I made such grave mistakes. If I didn't make the above mistakes, I would have pass with a demerit point of 18.

My instructor was shocked to hear that I failed and he was shock that I made the above mistakes. He thought I could pass because to him, I drive quite okay already.

I'm going to retake my driving and I want to pass the next time round. I've spent too much that I don't have enough money for my school fees now. Grrrrrr.... Angry... Angry... Angry...

I shall stop here before I start crying over this again. I've already calm down, so I shall never ever bring this issue up again.