Upset...

I'm sick and I'm terribly upset over it.

Yesterday, something terrible happen. There's this tutor for my business law is making me angry. We completed the project which I had mentioned in my previous post that my group mates went home late. Yes, that's BLAW project we were doing.

So, this tutor of ours said during our tutorial. 'I don't expect such a work that you made till so nice, trying to impress me. All I want is a simple format report. I won't give you extra marks for that.'

I got so fed up because I'm not trying to impress you because you are not handsome and you are so old, for goodness sake.

I replied him, 'Mr Paul, the lecturer, showed us samples of the previous batch projects and they were so nicely done. Since he showed us samples, we will do like what the previous batch done.'

Do you know what he replied?

'That is Mr Paul's requirement if he has any. I don't fancy such work. What he said does not imply to my class.'

Wow! Fucking asshole. I've never ever come across such an old uncle that is so damn unreasonable.

I feel damn humiliated because he claimed that we are trying to impress him and he said that he won't give higher marks for that. We thought that its the expectation or else why the hell Mr Paul wants to show us the projects?

If all he want was a simple report, it'll be so much damn easy because all we need is print on plain papers and put it in a folder. Who will want their life to be miserable? On top of that, we spent a lot of money on it. We laminated all 30 over pages of the papers and we used expensive papers. Now, he told us such SHIT!

If that's not his expectation and if he want a simple report, he can jolly well say it in a nice manner instead of criticising people for their effort. Its so not right to do it because he had hurt our feelings and morale become low. I'm going to complain to whichever after I've checked out who I can refer this case to. He is NOT fit to be a tutor because he also can't teach.

Enough of him before my keyboard is spoilt because my typing is just like beating a drum. I'm being harsh on my lappy.

Back to today. I took MC and the doctor said that I suffer from food poisoning. However, my sis claimed that it must be more than food poisoning because I'm always down with such syndrome. Everytime, the doctors will say that I kana food poisoning.

This is making me feel chilling because I can't imagine myself suffering from some illness and has to undergo operation. NO!

It'll be a long day tomorrow because there'll be a make-up tutorial in the morning from 9am to 11am. After which, I have to go for 2 tuitions straightaway because after my tuitions, I have to meet up with FIT project mates for project.

This means that I won't have the time to eat. I don't want to support myself right now. I'm getting tired and I'm going to fall one day. How I envy people who study and their parents support them for school fees and pocket money. Even other non-necessities are provided. I really envy them...