Bitterness

Last night's conversation is a very short one. He left without telling me and today, we had a short convo too.

There is a tinge of sweetness when he msg me but it faded when the convo is ended. Bitterness creeps in. We are far apart, no phone calls are made. Every night, I can hear him but not these 2 days. I believe I am strong because I did not cry. Not a single tear drop roll down my cheek.

He is stress with his work and I don't want to let him know I wanted more than hi and bye. I had too much time to think of him and miss him. I need more things to occupy myself with.

I really hope he can have time to talk to me. But I don't wish to affect his work. How I wish time past faster and he'll be back. 4 more days and I can talk to him and hear his voice!