Oh...Good Morning... its my 2nd post of the day... I woke up early? Nahz... pls read my previous post b4 reading tis la...
Okiez... i didnt slp at all... miracle... though i'm damn tired, but i juz cant slp... was tinkin a lot... till i cant slp... and my mr cough is back again... coughin the whole nite... guess got to take my medicine again... if tonite still coughin den cant go c baby le... or else spread disease...
Wad was i tinkin abt leh? Well... tink its kind of 'usual stuff' for sumone... he will again say i everytime nothing betta to do... tink of all these... i guess i'm sufferin frm some kind of depression... i juz had this stupid idiotic tot... or i shall say mani tots...
I feel so tired in this relationship... i'm still hangin on... cos i dun wanna let go... n i dun wish to let go... i juz dun bear to let go... cos i believe 1 day... he'll love me heartedly... am i stupid to tink in such way? i dunno if he oreadi love me with all his heart or he still cant make himself to love me whole heartedly...
It seems to me tt i'm rather stupid... whenever i got problems... i talked, but he will say tis n tat... for example 'things haben happen n u tink so much'... well, u dun tink beforehand den when things realli happen den u crack brain meh... hello... u got to tink of solutions cos when the real thing strikes, u wont tink so much n normally the decision u make is wrong...
So u ask me plan n tink for future... den shall i reply u...'when future cums den decide la...now haben happen...tink so much for wad...' lidat u song anot?
oh well... he reads my postings... i noe he sure will get angry over tis post... but i dun care... i wann raise my opinion... correct me if i'm wrong... pls dun gif me black face after u c tis post... n i feel damn hungry nw sia... nv eat anithing though i feel hungry since the previous post... guess my gastric will act up again later...
this posting is quite fast...cos now 8am... i onli used ard 20 mins to type the post...
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