Well... u might tink i'm mad...
Yes! i'm gettin rather crazy... i didnt die... cos i was too tired to commit suicide... n after slpin, i woke up to becum another me!
tt's such a ridiculous thingy... but its sooo much trueee... i dunno y... but when i woke up tis mornin, i feel so great! no thoughts of commitin suicide... actually last nite i tink i'm too stressed... tt's y the devil tot juz *blink* float in my mind...
Well... 1st of all to start my post, i would like to wish my Dar Dar a beri Happi Birthday! 26 yrs old le... old ah pek oreadi... and pls find a job... opps! i noe u r lookin for 1... but maybe expectation lower a bit? den it'll be much easier to find ba...
k.. enuf before i got scoldin again!
Tomolo will be a tough day for me... cos its Infa Exam! my 1st paper... i wonder if i can make it thru anot... today i studied... and suddenly i can absorb a lot of things sia... i dunno y everytime juz b4 my exam, i can study beri well... dunno issit b'cos i'm used to last min work... Haha...
My legs been achin since yesterday... due to excessive stretchin durin Yoga class on Tuesday nite... Yesterday mornin i can't get out of my little bed cos my thigh there beri painful... but i got to drag myself out to gif tuition.
Today, i got to get out of my bed cos sumone press the doorbell. I tot it was my mom cos before tt, she called some time ago askin me wad i wanna eat. So i tot she rch hme n maybe she bought mani things n couldn't open the door. So i got to the door n c thru the 'peepin hole'... tt's wad i cal it... i aso dunno wad it is called. well... aniwayz, i got there n i saw no one! made me run to the door with tears rollin down my cheeks cos damn painful...
The pain is frm my butt down to the knee.. its so painful tt when i stand up, its pain. When i sit down... u'll hear a loud *thud*... cos i can't sit down as usual... cos of the pain. i wonder if tomolo i'll be okay anot. can u imagine seein someone walkin like a duck, den when she sits down u hear her mournin away n sits down butt almost rchin the chair n *boom* she sits on the chair.
I sit down like auntie sia... so paisei... when i got down the bus, i aso get down like auntie... step by step. i tink i nid to cast my leg... so tt ppl will tink my leg is injured n it wont be so paisei.
Dar say he might be mitin me tomolo. I dunno will we mit anot. Shall c lor... Rather depressed again. dunno y... the devil is chasin after me again!
I nid some care n concern. I nid u to be beside me. I miz u sooooo much tt u dunno.
Nonsense me... Gettin crazy again... shall get back to my studies... my Bstats is still on the pending... haha... dun realli understand. n i guess i wont be understandin it at all.. i'm juz blindly memorizin everything. My infa is still 1/2 bucket of water...
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