Every morning, I will drag my feet out of the bed because I don’t like to work under a pregnant lady. Her temper is so unpredictable and she has mood swing. I wonder if I will be the same if I were to be pregnant in future.
I’m lucky that I came today because she is not here. I’ve been falling sick after CNY and I feel that my immune system is quite weak. Last night, I vomited again. This is something I always contracted, stomach flu.
I didn’t have a good night sleep because of that and I just vomit juices. I shan’t elaborate before everything starts to turn gross. Mummy was so worried that I will get fever again so she was touching my forehead before she went to sleep. When I had fever, Dar also does this before he sleeps and after he wakes up. Suddenly, I feel so blessed.
Dar and I had been together for 3 years plus and I realized that its him that is taking care of me most of the time because I fall sick often. On the other hand, he is always so fit and I hardly see him falling sick. So, he is always the one that takes care of me and not the other way round. Shall I say that I’m the most fortunate or shall I say this is his misfortunate?
I think I’m having a free time, that’s why I can blog. How I wish I can just leave home right now. I want my soft bed, fluffy pillow, big bolster, comfortable comforter. I need more sleep so badly because the dark rings are out to see the sunshine. Tomorrow is my sis ROM day. I will need lots of concealer to cover the dark eye rings and the numerous pimples that are popping out. I just felt 1 on my chin. So yucky and sad to have pimples!
Before CNY, I wanted to slim down to wear nice clothes but failed. So I told my family I wanted to slim down before my sis ROM. It failed again as expected by Dar. I think I will never slim down to 45kg anymore. Where my past 45kg went to? I don’t want to make friends with my current weight. It is my enemy, not friend. I hate it when I can no longer share clothes with my 2nd sis. She calls me piggy now just because I can’t fit into her clothes anymore.
Time pass rather slow for today. If I’m at home, I’ll be watching TV after I wake up. In fact, I will only wake up in the afternoon if I’m at home today.
I got to be a driver for tomorrow. I will drive my mom and we will be picking up my auntie. After that, I will drop them at the club and then go over to pick up Dar. At the end, I will send my auntie back together with Dar. How I wish Dar will pity me and take over the wheels. But, I know that he don’t like to be a driver so maybe after my auntie alights, I might ask him to drive back.
Its so boring. Not that I don’t have things to do. Its just that those stupid people never update the report values and I’m waiting for their emails or I can see that they change the reports, only then will I be able to process the reports and do my report. I hate it when I have to send out reminders and call these people to please update the values.
I’ve been thinking since yesterday. If there’s no lesson on the first 3 days for the 1st week of the semester, I hope to go Taiwan. Stupid attachment spoiling my holiday plan. I wish that the school is not that evil or maybe I hope I got the luck to go. If not, I just have to wait for the 2 weeks break to come and go for my trip in May.
Or maybe hopefully, Dar’s company will allow him to go Shanghai for the business trip during my 2 weeks break. Haha… If I can go Taiwan next month, then Shanghai in May provided Dar’s trip clashes with my break. Oh my… then I’ll be so damn happy. Though I’ll be alone when Dar is off to work. But I don’t mind, seriously.
How I wish things are progressing with what I think. Maybe I will need to stack a few pillows tonight so that I can dream about it. Where is my trip for this year? Where can I go this year with my Dar?
Thailand again? No!
Genting again? NO!
Cruise again? Boring!
Taiwan, Hong Kong, Shanghai, Beijing. Yes Yes Yes!!!!
Dar, I know you read my blog. Can I?
No comments:
Post a Comment