Online chatting with tutor just ended and before I started dressing up and go school for my project, I'm here to blog a little. I guess the previous post is just posted by an angry me. I read and laugh because I never expect myself to be so nice. Sometimes when we are angry, we will just vent our anger on something. I don't turn to violence because that's not a nice thing to do. So, I turn to blogging and still, it is not a nice thing because everyone will know about it. So what shall I do?
I shall just stick to letting it out by blogging before I hurt anyone.
Have you ever sit down and think back to the times when we are so carefree with no worries? I've always been thinking back. I remember the times when my dad was around and he brought me for supper and I've always bought lots of food back. I remember when my sisters were playing brick games and they don't allow me to play because they said I will spoil it and I cried. My grandfather bought it for me the very next day. I remember my sisters not wanting to play with me and always lock themselves in the room because they think I'm a nuisance to them.
During my primary school time, I remember walking home with my friends and buying those stick of ice and breaking them into 2 and sucking it while walking. I remember buying packets of tidbits, tikam tikam and lots of food everyday. I remember buying fishcake with lots of chilli from stall no. 5 and keeping it in the pocket when I was in afternoon session and bring it back home for dinner. I really miss those times when I was in primary school because life is easier and exams are easier. I always pass my exams in primary school. I will always remember my best friend in primary... Guan Ting... I won't forget you because you call my sister, jie jie.
Secondary school days were filled with ups and downs. From friendship turning into enemy. This is the most complicated time because of BGR and its so amazing that friends turn to foes. However, up till now, I don't like to mention much about my secondary school days because its super saddening to have friends and they turned your back or backstabbing you and just a day, you lost all your friends. All thanks to 1 person? Or shall I say they are not understanding enough? Only after secondary school they realised that you are not in the wrong and they misunderstood you but with no apologees? Someone told me that this is not friendship. However, I really wanna thank Ming Sui and Rachel for standing beside me when I was down at that time. But, Rachel, when you have a bf, you will tend not go out with me and when you don't have, you will hang out with me. Please take note... As for the person that used to snatch my boyfriend(s), I really hope that you will change for the better and hope that your love life is a smooth sailing one. I also thank you or I'll never had a chance to be with my bf. As for those who don't understand me, I thank you because it make me a stronger person. I can live without friends now.
I think I will offend many people with this post but I've been keeping it inside me and I think it is time to let it out or else I will never let this big stone down.
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