I met up wif GW on friday, 12/11/2004.
We had a talk and i felt so guilty... I did not trust him at all...tt's y this happened...
He also apologised for not being able to feel hw i feel... my heart melted when we talk things out face to face... i forgive him... but i duno if in future will he forget this incident and history repeat itself... if tt happens... i duno wad i'll do... but for now...
haiz... actually i still loves him. i rely on him too much tt i cant live on my own...my life will be so empty without him... sumtimes i wonder if he realli loves me tt much anot...but i dun dare to confront him...later he say i tink too much... we went swimming on sunday 14/11/2004.
I was happy cos he suggested to go swimmin...but i told him a few weeks ago tt we long time no swim swim le...but i dunno issit i say b4 den he remember or he realli wanna go swimming...
Tomolo got exam...the 2nd last paper... hope tt i can do well... i wanna mit him but i noe i cant cos if i mit him...den i no nid study le...he wans me to do well...so i muz do realli well this time...
enuf tok...nw in office doin work... so mani things to do...den tomolo on leave... so betta get back to work or else today no nid go hme...
